29 Years Later..., You're Going To Die Anyway, and Half-Life

29 Years Later...

  I can only imagine the agony on my mother's face
  She saw another after the initial
  My beautiful brother's cry, followed five minutes later
  By my cry
  The first cry I remember, so agonizing
6  And here I am 29 years later
  I won't speak for him, my twin
  I never could and never would
  29 years later
  I'm struggling to stop crying
  I was left behind for those five minutes
12 That eternity
  Those last minutes
  All those nutrients I enjoyed
  And continue to indulge
  The last born
  The curse
18 The one who you didn't mean to be born
  29 years later, still enjoying what isn't mine
  29 years later, still designed
  To count time and lies
  29 years later here I am
  29 years later still wishing I wasn't
24 29 years later understanding I had to be
  29 years later saying what I thought wasn't true
  29 years later I owe
  What 29 years earlier devotes
  A life of hubris, troublesome
  Nobody if nobody was someone


You're Going to Die Anyway

  I might as well eat all of this food at once
  I should probably taste all of this food now
  Let me do all the drugs I can
  All of the drugs
  High and low and buried
6  I should play with the Lions
  High and crazy
  I should fraternize with Lions in a Gazelle disguise, high
  I should swim when I can't

Half-Life

The half-life of sperm
When you beat your dick a lot
Is a quarter-life