No Lives Matter and Acting On Bad Thoughts

No Lives Matter

No one deserves to live
No one deserves to die
There isn't a time perfect
Or a time too imperfect
There isn't a place serene
There isn't a way standard
We only care because we're here
If we were gone
Like who our tears find fond
We wouldn't care either
We die
Maybe too soon, maybe not soon enough
Maybe it should have been natural causes
Maybe we should prevent death from happening a certain way
It doesn't matter
Immortality!
We're gonna die
Someone took my life
Someone owned theirs
I am not because someone told me I was
I do not have matter for validation
No space can I live
I don't mean to matter to you

(1st and Soto, Boyle Heights, California)

Acting On Bad Thoughts

I obviously do not mind having bad thoughts
I laugh at weird deaths
I didn't cause that weird death but I wish I had
Oh how I thought about killing her myself, now I can rest
Random motorcyclist thank you for ridding my world of her
All of the bad thoughts that I obsessed
The thoughts I refused to let become action
Have left