Midnight Mood
These songs indubitably describe my current sentiment. A sentiment that has been haunting me. All I seem to be able to listen to for the past few days is Radiohead and Queens of the Stone Age. The two sounds of two of my favorite bands are night and day but they don't conflict or contrast like you would think. I need something....I'm missing something and I don't know what it is. I feel like a hapless, degenerate, pessimistic teenager again. But that I cannot be. I won't sit and mope or feel sorry for myself as I did as little as four years ago. Gotta find what I'm missing or maybe it'll find me. Either way I have these songs to comfort me. I love life but I'm discontent.
Roll a blunt, poor a glass of your favorite liquor, and get into my head.
I think if you were born in Seattle depression or any disease or affliction that resembles depression is encoded into your DNA.
it's weird how things work. i always felt like i was missing something in high school as well. that's why, i felt like i only went to high school half the time. i thought getting away was going to make everything better. but.. i dont know whether it happened or not. i have been keeping myself so busy for the last year and a half. i never really reflect on it tho, i just know that sense of void always remains. i dont know what i'm missing yet. but yea, i hope you'll find what you're missing, one day..
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