Gluttonous Alcoholic Drug Addicted Sex Addict and Relief

Gluttonous Alcoholic Drug Addicted Sex Addict

Wow, waitress!
What a platter! A buffet, a feast!
For food I'll do anything I can
My plate never full enough
My stomach impossible to fill
I don't eat to nourish or eat for my health
Eating to live is death
Living to eat is stress
No morsel left
Knife, fork, or spoon forever grasped
Feed me! Feed me! That's all I ask
I know, it's dire

Also, can you fill my glass?
Beer, bourbon, or whiskey will be just fine
Anything actually, just make sure it's something that alters time
It has to poison me, it has to comfort
For, if I'm not killing myself? Where's the relief?
Nevermind, just get me something strong and keep it coming
My glass better not empty
Just as my stomach is impossible to fill
Too intoxicated, I never feel
Fuck, just bring me the bottle
For my work is too great
My pleasure insatiable
My agony...
My passage through this glass to a darker place

Once the liquor has altered my state
I fiend for something new to taste
I was once under a bridge playing a tambourine
Where chaos is sedated
One hit pure to feel completely elated
To feel better, manipulated
The smoke that fills my lungs
Exhaled, sky-scraping
How high? Where it's hard to breathe
Past the tallest trees
Where so many were hung
They died searching for relief
There's nothing quite like paralysis
Mentally and physically a temporary release
Until you fall into analysis
Once depleted nothing but grief

One more addiction
Me and one more addition
For if it's not you it could be her true
For all I want in my bed is two
Sleeping alone brings the greatest distress
I must feel what beats between your breasts
A heart so pure and love filled
Unlike my stomach, my glass
You won't dissipate like what causes the smoke
I need you to help me forget my last
I need a kiss and soft hands to stroke me
To feel you wet and warm
Unbounded, untamed, unleashed
And when my urges satisfied
And I see the light
I hold you and listen to your heart until once more engulfed in night.

Relief

Bring me relief
And all it promises
Alleviate all that ails
What figuratively impales
Keep relief honest
The negativity thief
The relief that looms
Waited upon selfishly
Must forgive
All that torments to rid
Relief helplessly
Relief swoons

Relief won't seek
The torment infinitely sojourned