Not Here

You're not here
And never were
Time was here
Feelings are here
Angst and happiness were here
Passion, joy, and fear all here
But you're still not here
And never were
It never happened
As a mirage or a dream, nightmare
Recurring disdainfully
To forget what never happened
To forget what had no meaning
Willingly
Erasing all that never existed
Deleting what never was
Expunge what isn't
Remove what wasn't
We never were
I didn't love
I couldn't care
Because you were never here