Contact and Capital

Contact
There are hearts beating all around
I can hear the collective sound
Of drums whose rhythm in unison command
And restrict social demands
That what you know should comprise of people
And their names and accomplishments and evils
And goods are attached to you
Although your non-involvement is true
Your contact and who you know
Determines your viability and what you show
Contact with those who can decide to enhance my future
Only to recoil and refuse their suture
To my life that is open and problematic and refrains
From any "it is who know" gains
Realizing that my decline is because I am shy
And I embrace the lonely channels you deny

Capital
I will make sure your stability shakes
To trust in me is suicide
It is to great detriment to your fate
The feelings you understand
Will be detained and will subside
I am not one to plan
Or one to lighten your stakes
I am emphatically what I am
Flawed and a societal defect one who resides
On societies fringe someone you cannot place

What I am and what I trust
Are the horrors of the society
In which I was thrust