Ameliorate

It is beautiful again
It died
And was sure to be dead
But it is surely here
To astound and befriend
To cry
To be nurtured and fed
And this time sincere
The last, pretend

Last time, I vote
It lied when it could not
It felt nothing
This time is not the same
This time note
That what did rot
Is only something
That could be maintained
As a hoax

Love me this time only
Better than the last
Please don't be phony 
You're my last grasp